Live at Current Space 7​.​14​.​23

by Perhaps Hand

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1.
Tag Along 03:38
standing outside your door and everything I see's a metaphor the kind of shit I need to get away from if I could take my brain on a vacation I like it here inside my mind except for like a quarter of the time when trying just to figure something out does little to alleviate the doubt and I know that if I wanted to I could convince myself that this was true until I finally figure out I'm wrong my mind would merely tag along I reserve the right to be confused and I reserve the right to self-abuse a pep talk couldn't do a thing as long as I stay tethered to this string and when the thing you're trying not to think of becomes the only thing that you can think of need someone to lobotomize my cortex before I spiral deeper in the vortex and I know that if I wanted to I could convince myself that this was true until I finally figure out I'm wrong my mind would merely tag along it seems it should be simple as a kiss nothing so small should be complex as this yet here I am and everything feels drastic I'm winning medals in mental gymnastics and when the thing you're trying not to think of becomes the only thing that you can think of it's getting pretty difficult to doubt it and daunting even not to think about it but I know that if I wanted to I could believe the opposite was true if I could just convince my mind I'm wrong my heart would surely tag along
2.
That Light 02:21
That light couldn’t go out That light couldn’t go out, I would know That light couldn’t go out, I’ve been keeping it on I’m not afraid of the dark I’m not afraid of the dark, I would know I’m not afraid of the dark, I’ve been trying it on I can convince myself of anything And I can believe that it’s true And I pick the memories I’m living with And they do what they do That ship has already sailed That ship has already sailed, I would know That ship has already sailed, I was there when it left That water’s under the bridge That water’s under the bridge, I would know That water’s under the bridge, and there’s no water left And I can believe that it’s true And I pick the memories I’m living with And they do what they do I’ll keep a spark for myself I’ll keep a spark for myself, so I know I’ll keep a spark for myself, it’s a part of me now That light couldn’t go out That light couldn’t go out, I would know That light couldn’t go out, I’ve been keeping it on
3.
With Birds 02:37
if you had told me I'd be where I am I would have thought you were lying even if I had believed things could change how would I go about trying? I don't know anything at all except for those words I thought I'd seen this whole sky before until I saw it with birds reached for my phone for the ten thousandth time thinking that I'd photograph this I take the same photo again and again as if I needed the practice I don't know anything at all except for those words I thought I'd seen this whole sky before until I saw it with birds and then there's all that 'til death do us part' turns out that's also some bullshit really there's just a few forms to fill out then get a court clerk to sign it I don't know anything at all except for those words I thought I'd seen this whole sky before until I saw it with birds
4.
Eligible, not too stupid Intelligible, and cute as cupid Knowledgeable, but not always right Salvageable, and free for the night Well my heart's runnin' round like a chicken with its head cut off All around the barn yard falling in and out of love Poor thing's blind as a bat Gettin' up, fallin' down, gettin' up Who'd fall in love with a chicken with its head cut off? My wife doesn't understand me Many dozens hope to land me I'm for free love And I'm in free fall This could be love Or nothing at all But my hearts runnin' round like a chicken with its head cut off All around the barn yard falling in and out of love Poor thing's blind as a bat Gettin' up, fallin' down, gettin' up Who'd fall in love with a chicken with its head cut off? We don't have to stars exploding in the night Or electric eels under the covers We don't have to be Anything quite so unreal Lets just be lovers Well my heart's runnin' round like a chicken with it's head cut off All around the barn yard falling in and out of love Poor thing's blind as a bat Gettin' up, fallin' down, gettin' up Who'd fall in love with a chicken with its head cut off?
5.
i am remembering something that i once knew these green shadows how can a thing so familiar feel so new these green shadows it's not the yellow of the sun mixed with something blue these green shadows you are a stranger to me, just as i am to you these green shadows springtime will come around takes time to come around, they say i'm trying to figure out just how long i've been away it's like remembering someone that you've never met these green shadows but if it's new then you never had time to forget these green shadows so i am learning it's not as much trying to 'get' these green shadows as it is leaving a bit more room just to 'let' these green shadows springtime will come around takes time to come around, they say i'm trying to figure out just how long i've been away
6.
Glossover 02:12
don't say it
 is what it 
is that just 
gives you an excuse to continue 

don't say i
 am what i
 am sometimes everybody needs to change

 i know you 
i know you
 will not take 
anything i'm saying to heart
 
it's ego 
just kill your
 ego and 
we can work on trying to start

 gloss over
 make it all seem
 better
 gloss over
 make it seamless
 make you blameless

 this blowhard
 blown out of
 proportion 
nothing but hot air

 we're crisscrossing in conversation and 
never getting anywhere gloss over
 make it all seem
 better
 gloss over
 make it seamless
 make you blameless


7.
Reps 02:12
a writer who ain't writing shit just never in the mood for it if you force it will it fit? if it doesn't will you quit? there's no more rider now for you there's nothing in the backstage room i think that it's safe to assume you can't push a plant to bloom don't ask me if i've been writing bad conversation to begin that's just between me and my pen water that i will not dive in i'm not that into doing reps or running out the simple steps or treading water, swimming laps doing homework only preps you to do better on the test and even if you do your best you're left to deal with all the rest and figure out what happens next don't ask me if i've been writing bad conversation to begin that's just between me and my pen water that i will not dive in and practice makes perfect and practice makes perfect and practice makes perfect but nothing is perfect
8.
Of The Sea 02:10
when god lets my body be From each brave eye shall sprout a tree fruit dangles therefrom the purpled world will dance upon Between my lips which did sing a rose shall beget the spring that maidens whom passions wastes will lay between their little breasts My strong fingers beneath the snow Into strenuous birds shall go my love walking in the grass their wings will touch with their face and all the while shall my heart be With the bulge and nuzzle of the sea

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Recorded live at Current Space, Baltimore MD 7/14/23.

Perhaps Hand is:

Austin Tally (guitar, vocals)
Dave Fell (bass)
Pat Berberich (drums)

Live sound by Adam Cooke. Recording and cover photograph by Garrett Berberich. Cover design by Austin Tally.

All songs written by Austin Tally with the exception of "A Chicken With Its Head Cut Off" (Stephin Merritt, 1999) and "Of The Sea" (words from a poem by ee cummings, 1920)

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released July 28, 2023

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Perhaps Hand Baltimore, Maryland

Taking its name from an ee cummings poem, Perhaps Hand is the songwriting project of Austin Tally, formerly of the Baltimore band Wing Dam. Sometimes it is a 3-piece band, but usually it is just him. The majority of PH releases are self-recorded, with Austin playing and tracking all instruments. ... more

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