Auras

by Perhaps Hand

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1.
Familiar 03:19
if i spent the night i think i might begin to get attached and if i do get hooked on you would that even be so bad? i don't believe that you'd be bad for me easy to see why i'm smiling when i'm with you i'm not familiar with things working out, doo doo doo if you put my name into your phone would it make it something real though i've already been back home and we've already sealed the deal we'll call it what- -ever the fuck we want easy to see why i'm smiling when i'm with you i'm not familiar with things working out, doo doo doo sometimes i pinch myself just to be sure that it's true i'm not familiar with things working out, doo doo doo
2.
i am remembering something that i once knew (these green shadows) how can a thing so familiar feel so new (these green shadows) it's not the yellow of the sun mixed with something blue (these green shadows) you are a stranger to me, just as i am to you (these green shadows) springtime will come around takes time to come around, they say i'm trying to figure out just how long i've been away it's like remembering someone that you've never met (these green shadows) but if it's new then you never had time to forget (these green shadows) so i am learning it's not as much trying to get (these green shadows) as it is leaving a bit more room just to let (these green shadows) springtime will come around takes time to come around, they say i'm trying to figure out just how long i've been away
3.
it is easier to wait until the night time then there's less to give me splotches in my sight line brighter lights won't blind me and the sun won't find me start all over in the morning and the neurologist who saw me through the webcam he didn't even have a clue, it's like a big scam the doctor shrugs his shoulders, might get better when you're older try these pills out in the meantime and they won't let me keep a copy of the photo that they took of my brain, it's the least you think they'd owe you for the most expensive portrait i have been in and i just have to take them at their word and it barely means a thing that i'm insured and when you're living in a constant state of warning from the minute that you wake up in the morning it's harder to be present everything's a bit less pleasant when you're on the lookout for the next one some people keep a lover's picture in a locket but me, i've got my medication in my pocket it's just a bit of armor in the face of harm, or when my eyes are merely playing tricks on me and these days i have to keep a different kind of journal hasn't even been a year but it kinda feels eternal talk to three experts, you'll get three different opinions and i just have to take them at their word and i don't feel the slightest bit assured
4.
Wawa Pizza 04:57
it's there on the seat of your car and losing appeal by the minute it's good you don't have to go far and soon you'll be home and can eat it and he would've been just fine with a sandwich again, but this time the two of you drove off into the night to get wawa pizza you told me it wasn't that bad i told you i'd come visit you soon the joy is mixed in with the sad the cheese and the peppers and mushrooms and he would have never known if you had just stayed at home but the two of you drove off into the night to get wawa pizza and when you've done all of the things and when you've done all of the cooking and when you've seen all that you've seen you still find a way to keep looking the first anniversary's paper the fiftieth is gold and what do you get at seventy one, you get wawa pizza you're reeling in the years between you a hundred and eighty and maybe there's nothing to fear with all that behind you, but lately he doesn't even know what you told him five minutes ago but he got in the car with you that night to get wawa pizza and nothing i've ever known could cut me to the bone like imagining you driving into the night to get wawa pizza
5.
Postdrome 01:03

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All songs written by Austin Tally, 2023
All instruments played by Austin Tally
Recorded by Austin Tally, January 2024, Baltimore, MD
Mixed by Garrett Berberich

Cover design by Austin Tally
Background image: "Scintillating Scotoma" (depiction of migraine aura), 1870, Hubert Airy.

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released February 23, 2024

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Perhaps Hand Baltimore, Maryland

Taking its name from an ee cummings poem, Perhaps Hand is the songwriting project of Austin Tally, formerly of the Baltimore band Wing Dam. Sometimes it is a 3-piece band, but usually it is just him. The majority of PH releases are self-recorded, with Austin playing and tracking all instruments. ... more

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