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Bruxing

by Perhaps Hand

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ttally Wonderful album! Hypnotically melodic, beautifully written and performed, smart, funny, and so cool! Can’t wait to see the band in a live show!!
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1.
Blue 02:30
couldnt tell if it was blue
 something wrong with my eyes I'll never see the way you do
 with my sight telling lies you're nearsighted 
and I'm colorblind 
but between us we
 can see just fine

 what's it matter if I match?
 will i look put together if I do? 
ah but there's always a catch I put on purple with the blue

 you're nearsighted 
and I'm colorblind 
but between us we
 can see just fine

 I'm seeing things that aren't there
 blue in a sky full of gray 
content to be so unaware 
lies coloring my day you're nearsighted 
and I'm colorblind 
but between us we
 can see just fine


2.
Glossover 02:06
don't say it
 is what it 
is that just 
gives you an excuse to continue 

don't say i
 am what i
 am sometimes everybody needs to change

 i know you 
i know you
 will not take 
anything i'm saying to heart
 
it's ego 
just kill your
 ego and 
we can work on trying to start

 gloss over
 make it all seem
 better
 gloss over
 make it seamless
 make you blameless

 this blowhard
 blown out of
 proportion 
nothing but hot air

 we're crisscrossing in conversation and 
never getting anywhere gloss over
 make it all seem
 better
 gloss over
 make it seamless
 make you blameless


3.
it's so shitty out the sky is all clouds 
you didn't get what you wanted
 can't always be a beautiful sunset 

how could you see it from there?
 yo're just sitting in a chair 
everybody is somewhere else
 everything is all far away 

what they don't know
 is it's all gold 
you just can't see it 
it's so far up
4.
these stupid little sprouts poking from the ground they don't know a thing think that it is spring but it's gonna get cold out and the plants are gonna find out that it was just a fake-out passing shower in a deep drought it causes me concern that nothing waits its turn and no one ever learns this isn't what we've earned we have screwed ourselves over your mutant five-leaf clover doesn't really mean good luck only means that we are all fucked why should we deserve the sunlight we're packing pistols for a play fight do you really think it's ordinary to wear a pair of shorts in february
5.
Paradise 03:00
you’ve told that joke 
10 times before
 and it wasn’t funny
 the first time 
but it’s the way
 you operate
 and everyone finds you
 so charming and it’s another day
 can’t even look away 
it’s just another day
 in paradise 

the break room coffee
 burns my mouth
 and it’s so bland 
and quickly over 
just like the way 
a day drags on
 but a weekend is always over 

and it is safe to say 
a recurring case 
of the mondays 
and it is always monday 
in paradise 

and yr half hearted sarcasm makes 
me sick to my stomach 
i know im coming back tomorrow 
i really wish i wasn't
 and you know all of the lines
 you've played this role a thousand times 
til yr body is resigned,
 and you don’t even mind 
no matter what you say 
you know yr home to stay
 no there is no escape 
from paradise
6.
Reps 02:32
a writer who ain't writing shit just never in the mood for it if you force it will it fit? if it doesn't will you quit? there's no more rider now for you there's nothing in the backstage room i think that it's safe to assume you can't push a plant to bloom don't ask me if i've been writing bad conversation to begin that's just between me and my pen water that i will not dive in i'm not that into doing reps or running out the simple steps or treading water, swimming laps doing homework only preps you to do better on the test and even if you do your best you're left to deal with all the rest and figure out what happens next don't ask me if i've been writing bad conversation to begin that's just between me and my pen water that i will not dive in and practice makes perfect and practice makes perfect and practice makes perfect but nothing is perfect
7.
Bag 02:07
i feel like an empty bag 
so full of potential
 but for now i’m drifting 
nothing consequentia l

i feel like a piece of trash
 one person’s treasure 
possible future is
 too hard to measure how do i tell myself 
that this is normal?
 how do i even know
 that this is normal? 
how do i spin the lie
 that this is normal 
how do i look inside
 and call this normal 

theres a desert in my head
 theres a hole in my hand 
try to fill the sieve and 
lose all the sand 

i'm just an empty bag
 on the side of the highway
 hoping the wind will
 start blowing my way how do i tell myself 
that this is normal?
 how do i even know
 that this is normal? 
how do i draw the line that this is normal 
how do i look inside
 and call this normal
8.
Heavy Coats 03:13
when you start to hide stay inside here comes the feeling once again your old friend our plan to make it out in time is on the line you're digging through the heavy coats so it goes this autumn's warmer than it ought to be but everything is still too cold for me can't be surprised by nothing anymore got trump supporters living right next door can barely fit it in a rhyme sounds like i'm lying their hate is barely still a crime there's just a fine the forecast says a record high but don't ask why and yet i shiver just to think we're on the brink this autumn's warmer than it ought to be but everyone is still too cold for me can't be surprised by no one anymore got trump supporters living right next door
9.
What Happens 03:13
theres no news 
like bad news 
these low clouds 
leave no blues 

in my hand 
i hold everything 
but it's all out of reach
 out of touch on a touchscreen

 what happens when the mirror
 doesn't help you see clearer
 what happens when the mirror
 doesn't help you see yourself at all 

i'm not here 
i'm outside somewhere 
water flows downhill
 nature doesn't care

 it's in my hands
 it's our burden 
take a step backwards
 throw a rock in the water what happens when the mirror
 doesn't help you see clearer what happens when the mirror
 doesn't help you see anything

about

Austin Tally (guitar, vocals)
Pat Berberich (bass)
Janah Frazier (drums)

Recorded in Baltimore MD at the Penthouse, summer 2019. Engineered/mixed by Janah Frazier, mastered by Pat Berberich.

All songs written by Perhaps Hand.

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released November 12, 2019

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Perhaps Hand Baltimore, Maryland

Taking its name from an ee cummings poem, Perhaps Hand is the songwriting project of Austin Tally, formerly of the Baltimore band Wing Dam. Sometimes it is a 3-piece band, but usually it is just him. The majority of PH releases are self-recorded, with Austin playing and tracking all instruments. ... more

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